So there's this girl...there's always a girl..and as i sit here at work i realize just what a stupid idiot iv been..to risk my relationship, for someone who can offer me what exactly..not that you have to supply me with anything material based...but what exactly is it that i can gain from being with you..as we speak on the phone i realise the drama u bring, that imature girl is still inside..summer brings summer brings, too many ppl messing with my head, promising me things that they cannot deliver...all coz they want something..boys and girls, filling my head with thoughts...confusion.."i wanna convince ou to be with me"..yet when you had me you treated me like shite..old boyfriends coming back into the picture, girls r the worst they screw up your head..get inside ur mind...all this time i wasted thinkin u n me were something special when infact ur just like the rest...if u walk away do u get to come back?? this is real life, lesbians n boys r sooo much drama..the best way to move forward is to get on with my life...block u out like i did before..im used to being let down so the promise u made to stay doesnt mean anything, im happy where i am & if i mean that much to u and u think we have a future together then YOU have to decide if you wanna stick around...i dont need any more on my plate. a year, two years, maybe even three years ago i would have walked away but now thats down to u..ppl only eva wanna talk to u when ur single or when the suns out and there feeling a lil frisky...i promised myself something this morning...never again....never again...will i think about u..never again..will i cry for u..never again..will i'll bring my walls down and let u in..u just disappoint me..u speak of love, a family and marriage, u speak in riddles i dont understand..ur like the men in my life..everybody wants something, nobody wants to give anything without getting something in return...im tired, tired of games..there's no love story, no great love, no-one for you to battle to win my heart..there is nothing..what she provides, i cannot ask..a lover a friend..a soul mate..can old love be new love and new love be old love??..in my heart there is only room for one, and she share's with no other